Million thoughts

Hi,
Anyone has gone through pain, knows what it feels and how much he would like to avoid it. Breaching the trust of someone is one of the worst that happens. When God takes away, our loved one, he breaches the trust and hope we have on him - the trust that nothing can go wrong. But it does. and worst is that we get no answers . There are just no answers.
Similarly, in life if someone leaves you mid way and proceed to different people in life, it breaches your unshakable trust and faith. There are no answers.
Its too lonely and dark. It takes time to find a new path and venture ahead. Since the journey is too difficult, people live in insecurity and more trouble because normally not everyone can understand all this and be compassionate. More often than not, poeple are the one we trust and they are same ones who break it and they are the very same ones we trust again. Why I don't know?
Maybe life will be much easier if we knew nothing is ours and live it as it is every moment. But then again where will be that spice, the fun, the drive to go ahead and feel connected.
So ultimately, who and what to do remains a mystery?
and yes, I don't have an answer to many things, however I care to find one.

Questioningly yours'