chaos

World is a bundle of contradictions, yet I get caught up in the maze.  I know all is not simple,  yet I yearn to uncomplicate.

 The best is to think all are for you and you for all or nothing for you and yours is nothing.  This beautiful knowledge can make you realise inner peace and a distant yet intimate relationship.

It's easier said than done.  The trip to nirvana and love is to stop yeaning for it. To be the speck of the universe and glitter in unity. What is individualism in a sea of countless spectrums.

And as I said it's contradictions that add to the rule of life,  individualism does win a place in life and its innate needs for connectings. We always try to join millions of dots to move towards our reason for being,  for meeting someone,  for getting connected, for holding on, for everything. And we reason out too much.
When we will shut up and listen to what lies within,  that day all will merge,  till then each has a chaos to deal.

And through this we will find us and who all are in us.

Deeply yours

know me deep

When the stomach has little butterflies
That pull you down to the pillow
That’s deep deep deep love ,
more than the ice-cream you bought yesterday
stylish than the shades you wear everyday
longer than the supper that you missed Friday
tastier than the vodka you found on dry day
except what is deep, takes time to surface
except what is deep, stays deep always
I have 104 masks and more
So no one will ever know
The ice cream, the style, the panache
The whatever is visible, will seem like love
If you know me, you can see my truth
If you know me deep, you can see my lies
If you love me, you will see me smile
If you love me deep, you can never let me go

change around

Its seriously insane sometimes
The bridges where we hang
Are moving like a pendulum
And we are moving faster than that
To cross
Before the river runs deep
And before we touch the spray
Of water and some salt
And sometimes it just transforms
To become a dam
Made by some wise engineers and architect
Which has a capacity that it also is not aware
And can hold trillions of load
And what’s even more fascinating is
When the dam melts to become a boat
Which just has you and your soul
Travelling away and far
With no regret of leaving waters
To explore different seas
And the boat will meet the icebergs
And penguins and whales
Somehow it is sure not to
live the fate of titanic
Its sailing away to untold lands
With firm resolute of a sage