inner dwellings

when you are the loneliest, that’s when you can dwell into the deepest thoughts.
Sometimes, in life everything doesn’t remain as it was. The traditions of carefree youth gets replaced by mature and smarter adulthood. Except what pains, is the maturity kills the innocence of youth and emotions sometimes.
Why is it that with time, we stop acting like what we used to be in college? Carefree, fearless, straightforward. Why don’t we say if something is bothering? why do we let go of things ? Why do we phrase everything in dumb jargons and coat them with jaggery and style and ya right punches. Why do we edit our conversations? Why do we even become professionals with friends and close ones.
Why do we worry what something will be interpreted as…why do we care so much about an image with the close zone? why can’t we just call up and shout at people the same way you used to some 15 years ago without caring two hoots if this means a thing.
Its worrying why we do some and don't many !

Something to dwell on and will continue on this and pour more into this than just meets the eye

Straightforwardly yours