Musing alone

Some day when I walk in the rain
alone with no one besides me
I will soak in the rain
just the same way as a child would
I will jump those hedges
That i see no more in the malls
I will walk an extra km
when i loved to walk
I will save every penny
for that big treat in pizza hut
I will give a speech at a bustop
like it was the biggest podium
the dreams of a better place and India
and something to that effect
I will explore that me from me
who had dreams of clay
I will search for me again
Beyond what a birthchart says
I will dance with kids alone
and discover the innocence I have
I will need no umbrella
That does not interest me
I will look for any paper
slightly dry not moist
to build my own boat and ship
with a mast using some crayon
I will finally be drentched and cold
and sit across a bench I see
thinking of all what was
and wondering of what will be
And again I will remind myself
to also live for today
just the way I am
so that I can remember this day

Musing alone

Some day when I walk in the rain
alone with no one besides me
I will saok in the rain
just the same way as a child would
I will jump those hedges
That i see no more in the malls
I will walk an extra km
when i loved to walk
I will save every penny
for that big treat in pizza hut
I will give a speech at a bustop
like it was the biggest podium
the dreams of a better place and India
and something to that effect
I will explore that me from me
who had dreams of clay
I will search for me again
Beyond what a birthchart says
I will dance with kids alone
and discover the innocence I have
I will need no umbrella
That does not interest me
I will look for any paper
slightly dry not moist
to build my own boat and ship
with a mast using some crayon
I will finally be drentched and cold
and sit across a bench I see
thinking of all what was
and wondering of what will be
And again I will remind myself
to also live for today
just the way I am
so that I can remember this day

Its so damn...

Its so damn easy
To leave her alone
To say bye bye
And look her in the eye

Its so damn simple
To find her faults
To crumble her world
And say it’s the norm

But can you sense her pain
Can you feel her hurt
Understand the pursed lips
Her hints and quips
The pool in her eyes
The nose too red
The strain in her chords
Yes, there are many hints
That there is more wrong
And make it right
Just make it right

Its so damn obvious
She will stand by it all
If you treat her a rug
She will still stand by it all

Its so damn right
To give her the right
Let her fly like a kite
She will stay with you alright

Its so damn fine
If you say she is mine
Make her feel and know
Stop her if she says I go

Its so damn dumb
To force her to be numb
She is your heart
Don’t tear it apart

Its so damn cute
To give her wings and root
Her grounds she will know
And her chance to grow

And that is all she wants
Your hand on her head
Her hands in yours
Don’t play mind games
Lest she will be gone
She loves you for you
There is no agenda here
The day you possess her
Take over her heart
It will want you daily
Don’t mess with the mind
It can play havoc
The feelings will overpower logic
Let her deal with that
You take care of the heart
That is what you have.

Freely yours'